My dreams

With no doubt this is what I want to do.
Architecture,
As long as I can remember, this is definitely what I want to do.

But Im not sure if this is what I want to do for living.
I want to be an architect, I really do.
But to imagine,
living 30 years of my life, by working,
day till night,
doesnt feel right.

Truth is, Im a lady.
I want to be a mother,
I want to be there for my husband.
but, I dont want to be too dependent on anyone.

I know, I know,
It's too early for me talk or even think about this,
But I couldnt help to think about this,
everytime I get off late from the studio.

But anyways, I know,
right now Im the right track,
As for the future,
Im living one day on a time.

Let's stop.

All this games,
Feelings we're playing,
Lets stop.

Cause I might be falling for you.
And you wont be there to catch.
So, dont play me.

You're a nice,
good-looking,
alim,
almost perfect guy.

I've been drawing lines,
limit myself from you,
but I might get over board these days,

So, as im pulling back.
I begging,
Dont play me.

Shmily.

'If You ask me, how Im doing?

I would say Im doing just fine,

I would lie and say that your not on my mind'

'In another life,

I would be you girl,

We'll keep all our promises,

be us against the world.'

I can only imagine how painful these songs are.

Being on my own vs forever alone

You dont have to know me to see that I always alone,
I love to walk on my own,
I dont know why honestly
Im not like this during my school days,
I was that load girl who runs around in the canteen and talks with anyone that she wants too

Now,
Not that I hate being in a crowd,
I just find it uncomfortable.

But I still love my people with all my heart though :)
So, forgive me if you're offended,
Saya tak sombong, langsung.

In fact, one of the reason why I love to walk alone is,
to randomly meet anyone at talk,
:)

"Shaa, why am I always on my own?"
"Because He knows that you're strong enough"

Studio Life

We got the studio for less than a week.

But I really love it.

I know it is so small for 60 people,

and we have to clean  and rearrange the table very often,

because we're having our class at the same place, same table.

But anyways,

I really love it.

I guess because it is so small we all get real close,

Those who have never talk before,

Hangs around together,

Those that never laugh,

crack the funniest random jokes.

We tend to get closer but trying to move away,

hahaha, I mean, it can be quite annoying when you have 5 different type, language & genre of song injust 1 small room with 60 people,

sorg nak pasang korea,

sorg nak rock kapak,

sorg nak bieber,

sorg nak avenge sevenfold,

mmg payah weh.

But I wouldnt trade it with anything else,

I love just the way it is :)

Luahan perasaan

I used to write everyday,

Thats my way of thinking, by writing,

but now, I really have no time no more.

Now, when I think of blogging,

my fingers starts to press the keyboard at one time,

haha, there is just too many things that is happening,

So many changes, in fact nothing is the same anymore.

Thus the summary of it is,

I have finally adapt with this place,

right after archiday,

Im getting attached with it in fact.

Im guessing that it is the effect of that smelly water that threw to us.
-__-

Archiday,

I still dont what how to describe this event,

but it is something like, an faculty event.

It is tiring, fun and an emotional battle in one shot.

But I learnt a lot,

I learn that I really love wires,

& not to depend on anyone,

If I want it, I have to do it myself.

Oh & do not sacrifice anything is you're heart tell you not to.

Hmm, what else,

Oh, I get to meet my girlfriends every month now,

JOY!

hahaha, it is amazing that tugh we have different life now,
We can still sit, talk and make silly jokes like we were still in high school,

TBOF. All that is left to do is now, 

ice skating & rock climbing.

Oh finally, I realise that all my design are related to superheroes.

Hmm, maybe because Im one of them ;)

Oh, okay, I hate long post,

Till then, Loves :)

You have no idea

A wise woman once say this to me.

'You're first idea is the best idea. Stick with that, but search for more'


So Im gonna write it now,
while it is still fresh.

I HAD AN AWESOME DAY!
haha,

It started with,
Along sent me to LRT Jelatek,
Im so sorry for the traffic you had to go through.
Then off I go to KL Central,
At where I found my 2 new babies

TA-DAA!!

Oh, this one, it's fully silk, 

Can you imagine just how comfortable it is,

hihihi, me love!

This one, hmm, it do cost a little less than it look,

but the quality is as bad.

hahaha, I was very clumsy on the escalator,

and ends up losing some of the manik

Then, I make my way to... wait for it....IDC!

Hohohohoho, my forever favorite playground.

hahaha, ok ok, for those of you who dont know IDC,

My first jod is in IDC (International Data Coorperation).

There, I met this awesome people,

Kak Suraya, Kak Fazrin, A'in, & Solehah.

Whom made my day yesterday.

We was actually celebrating Kak Fazrin's birthday.

Ok, pe lagi karaoke laaa.

Haha, we went to redbox low yat,

It's my first time there.

It is so much cheaper than Red Box Pavilion,

But it is not bad at all.

The people are x600 time friendlier.

I sang my wajib song lah,

mcm best thing I've never had, listen, angel's cry, broken hearted girl.

But they laugh at me through at the song,

The only song I manage so finish is broken hearted girl,

tu pun dah susah payah. hahaha -________---

Nasib baik sayang.

Here's a video,

and off I go!

Arios :)