Saturday, April 24, 2010

Im trying to be a better person.
Ya Allah,
Help me, please.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Lim Kah Yan

Isn't she's like the cutest 17 years old girl?
For me she is :)

hoho, of course Im happy,
she's like my ho ho, bestfriend :D

So, I would like to wish her all the best in life,
*cough, your boyfriend cough*
You can control you're anger very well,
wish for me it the best thing about you
Hehe, I Love you Kah Yan.
And I know you love me too.

Long Live Kah Yan!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Boy, you need to slow down

The blood is still bloody,
The pain is still real,
So dont expect much from me,
Bcs there are some emotions that I cant reveal.

You maybe the one,
You may not,
But first I have to stand,
and erase these thoughts.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Tell me about it

"No matter how close you are with someone,
you will never know everything about them''

Ahh, you know when you're sleeping,
suddenly you're wake,
with birds around your head,
you try to figure out,
where you're are,
what's the time,
why you're sleeping,
why you're awake,
Where is everyone else.

And then you're mind wonders around,
you start to feel sad about things
that have never bothered you before,

As for me,
I've never bothered about things I dont have.
I dont mind handling the temptation of delivious food,
bcs of my empty pocket.
I know there will food for me once I reach home.
That is already a blessing.
I dont mind not having someone to fetch me from school, tuition, or anywhere
I can use the LRT,
I can walk myself home,
that is also already a blessing,
Im not scared of getting lost alone in the middle of the city,
just bcs I accidently slept in the train or bus
I'll find the way back myself
Like I've always did.
Bcs Im able too,
So Alhamdulillah.

So, though Im a little sad,
For something that I want really bad,
Something that I wont tell bcs nobody will understand why.
Except for my sister maybe, Nazreen.
Bcs things are not the same.

You see, there's difference between families and housemates
but I cant tell.

So despite that, I know this is just another night thoughts of mine,
and it is not important,
It will go away tomorrow,

But hnstly, Alhamdulillah