Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Useless boys

Truth to be told, I a girl,
Im a women,
I am female,
Im strong,
but Im fragile.

I know there are times when I act so brutal,
heartless and held my head high up,
but I still go to bed at night with dreams that sounds a lot like a fairytales,
I have dreams,
Fantasy,
Best of all, I have plans.

Please, dont give me any hope any more.
because you words are as good as shit.

Nadiaaa

Nadia is braceface no moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
Sekarang baru kembar balik. Hahaha

You got me wondering

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

My Idol

Answer me!
Sorry I disagree on the part that someone who treated us badly will be in our heart always,
Though we wont realize that we hate them on the day they hurt us,
One day I believe everyone will wake up and had enough.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

For me

you are not a bird,
if you cant fly,
neither do I

You, yourself and your brain.


I grow up in Kl,
Im not proud of it nor ashamed as well,
It is just a fact that I cant change.

Im 17 years old,
there are days when I feel like Im 40, 13, 8, and
12.
But I guess most of the time I dont feel 17.
When I was 12 I acted 8 but wanted to be 16.
But since I was 13 onwards,
I feel like I aged 1 year older in 1 week,
It was due to the pain and all the hardness in life that I went through,
But I have never look back and wanted to changed anything,
Even the day my favourite biy left me,
Or the day I told my sisters I hate them and how I wish they were not there.
On the other hand,
Im thankful that I did that,
It makes me realise that I would never let anyone treat me like a toy anymore,
or just how much I loves my sisters and wish Im with them all the time.

I dont know what's gonna happen next,
what kind of solid air the I have to breathe,
but Im just gonna keep my head held high,
Because I know even if I dont want it,
There will still be tomorrow

Friday, September 17, 2010

Alhamdulillah

Count your blessing once in a while.
So you'll happy my friend :)

Friday, September 3, 2010

Help me

Why am I so lost?
Ya Allah,
please help me through,
because I so scared and sad,
Please help me choose the choices,
Ya Allah,
guide me so I wont regret a thing,
Ya Allah,
Please, help me be a better muslim,
a better daughter,
a better sister,
a friend,
a better leader.
Because Im nothing and useless without you.
Help me, Ya, Malikul Mulk.