Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Something stinks

The sun is not bright enough today,
Something is wrong,
I know I have to write,
I need to write,

But what would it be about?
Everyone is okay,
I'm fine,
Oh, maybe it's about the raining day

Where have you been?
or what so you want to play?
Haven't you heard,
Hide and seek has gone lame.

Oh wait,
maybe now it's my turn,
and, oh, I love to run,
Stop me if you can.

But Im fine,
or maybe,
Razin is right,
I love to lie.

But it's just a maybe,
Maybe I'm fine,
for real,
so stop telling I'm not,
You'll get me confuse.

Oh, maybe it's not about about the rainy day

Sunday, December 6, 2009

What about you

As almost everyone I know has reread their comments,
I reread mine too,

Teringat la zaman muda dulu,
Seriously kelakar gila,

When I was younger,
Me and my friends called ourselves
mineral girls
*insert drum rolls and ka-ching sound*
Consist of Nadia, Ayiesha, Elydia, and myself.
Sbb mineral girls?
We were suspose to do some presentation during kemahiran hidup,
but we weren't prepare.
So encik fahry suruh kita present ttg apa yg kita ada,
which is mineral water (sbb br lepas rehat)

Elydia: Minum la air mineral, ia boleh membuat kita jd lebih muda
Nadia: Saya suka minum air mineral, harganya 80 posen 1 botol.
Nadira: (dlm botol ada pasir, dtg dari mana tah) Pasir boleh digunakan untuk menanam jenazah
Ayiesha:No I dont want to present, Im not prepare this is not fair.
Semua pun tgh bodoh gila, but Ayiesha mmg garang dari muda.

Anyhow, we thought we are such a gangster,
We weren't scare of anyone,

We called people with such a name,
like 'spongeboobs'and we created ISAB
International Slut Association B..
I cant remember what does B represent,
but we'll put everyone we hate as the members,
and our worst enemy, barbie, as the president.
I know we were so mean.
But we really liked rainbows,
kalau boleh semua nk colour rainbow

Despite all that,
We really care about each other,
If anyone mess with one of us,
Kita balas holiyaw punya.
haha, (geleng kepala, haha)

Sekarang semua dah taubat,
hahahhaha, no lah,
its more like we've grow up.
and now, kita dah tak balas/benci dah,
dah jadi pemaaf, haha.

Sekarang its TBOF,
Ayiesha (the mother, sbb dia garang) Marge
Fatihin (the father, sbb dia suka geleng kepala) Homer
Nadia Bart
Nadira Lisa
Elydia Maggie
There you go The simpsons.
And we still loves each other, :)

Nah, kitorg dah tak jahat dah.
dont be scared, come, have a hug,
haha, ok tak pasal pasal.
Sorry pasal dulu,
but we didn't mess with people that didn't mess with us.
Still sorry,
zaman tak tahu apape.

But I bet you had fun too ;)


Dah berapa tahun tah gambar ni.





Dulu ada rock, peace, ali cafe pun ada







Sekarang dah tak tak ambik gambar kat tandas la.




Tapi still, semua nk bajet hot

haha <3

Saturday, December 5, 2009

can you?


I can never find anything like this anymore.

Have you?

ever experience something so bad,
so dark,
so wrong,
so painful,
so hard,
so bad?

Well it will go away,
it will

Friday, December 4, 2009

Hmm,

I dont know how lame this may sound,
but Im writting it anyway,

I've just found that the only way that I can be happy is when my family and friends are,
I mean, I dont seek for my own happiness anymore,

Not that Im sick of this life or too happy to be true,
or anything in between.

I'm just.
hmm.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Im just a misguided ghost

I use wrote my heart out,
and then you'll sing it for me,
Told me you love me,
Make me believe in every beat.

I believed in things that adults shouldn't,
happy endings.
The world was bigger than it seems,
There was no different in reality and dreams.

As I gave my heart to you,
I thought you were true,
But damn,
You're just the same,
Playing like it's a game.

Funny that when you walk away,
it rains all day,
As the world gets smaller,
The time flows in a different way.

Insecurities took over,
Am I too ugly?
Am I that bad?
Seems like the magic is not for me.

I didn't know what was the time or day,
or even what to say.

But now I saying,
You were the wrong person,
but you thought me lessons,

Words are just lies,
I wasn't in love with you,
I was in love with the guy I thought you were.

Unfortunedly, you're heartless,
And my love is not you,

For a while, you may make my world
turns the other way round,
and nobody can take me down,

And I have a pretty good life to ignore,
anywys, you're just a chapter not the whole story

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

What's the time


He has move on,
What about me?

:) okay