Shallow those pills.

Life begin at the end of your comfort zone,

How do you define a comfort zone?

When it is not comfortable living anymore?

Then, why do we blame those who takes away their lives?

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I wont write if there's no spark.        

But lately, everyone, everything else

Around me are putting me under a patience trial.

You see, 

I am at the age where I'm looking at world changing its skin.

Im meeting new people, friends i have to believe in,

It is the age where I'm actually designing a life,

But I am fooled, abandon, and jeopardize by the people I trust.

And I promise you, both life and trust is not some comfortable thing right now.

But I dare to promise myself one thing.

Whatever Im planning for myself, 

The Lord has it all written before I could even think of it.

Before I had to cry myself for those crushed effort and dream,

Allah have all of it sort out even before I started it,

So I dare to conclude one thing, 

No matter how it will end it,

Nobody is born just to feel the pain.

So quit trying to swallow the pills,
Your life just started

I'm at the age 

I have a confession to make

You need to stop faking it.

There to die

We all have tried, 

tried our luck,

try to fly.

But there's no use,

on flying,

when all you know is its gonna be a hard fall.

So stop trying to put icing on these words,

cause im the one who is getting hurt,

Its not about the journey

Its about who you turn out to be.

So let me be,

this decision is mine to be made.

Ada Orang

Ada orang,
Depan cakap lain,
Belakang buat lain.

Ada orang,
Bila kita salah, dtg tegur,
Selalu depan semua org,
Jarang senyap-senyap kat blkang,
Biar aib kita tertayang.

Kalau kat blkng tu  mmg ada,
Tapi selalunya kategori mengata,
Sbb org yg bersalah tada..

Ada orang,
Bila senang terus lupa,
Rasa suasana kat bawah tu terseksa,
Bila senang terus mengata,
Mcm dia tak pernah rasa.

Ada orang,
Bagi nasihat boleh blah,
Tapi bila org tegur terus melatah.
Macam dia tak pernah buat salah.

Tapi, kita ni orang,
Nak yg sempurna, tapi diri sendiri sama tak guna,
Sudah yg di suluh tempat yang terang,
Benda dah tertantang,

Semua org sama.
Dan aku juga

Twitter Girl

I dont hate you,
and I wont celebrate your pain.

But i wont bring myself down to your level,
And i know,
Entertaining you wont make me a better person.

You can hold onto the grudge all you life,
You can hate and curse me every time your down,
You can blame me for your lost,

But we know what happen,
We both know what we talked about,
Im guilty yes, but you're not innocent no.

So im saying,
You can say what you want,
You can try taking away my friends,
But hatred wont bring you far,
And you'll make me see who my friends are.

I have nothing to lost,
but I promise you,
By keeping this act,
We'll have nothing to gain.

Change me

I like who i am,
Right now.

Dont get me wrong,
not the part where,
i cant be relax around my friends,
not the part where,
everything and everybody is awkward around me.

But the part where,
i dont hate any one,
there's no anger in me,
i dont have any grudges.

I want to be the person i was before i know anuar,
but im a human,
and i need time to coop,

and i think im ready.
In Sha Allah.
I'll be the friend i use to be.

it's 25 jan 2013

im going insane