Hello Seafarer

I wasnt looking, definitely wasnt searching,
But you appears, like a strong wind,
and youve made a chaos.
Boy you've made a messed.

Again

Feeling a little low.

I guess I expected too much from a friend.
I should never do that ever again

They will find their own happiness,
And they have found theirs.

I should find one of my own.

Nobody reads

I thought I had everything planned out. 

I thought I had everything under control.

But suddenly the winds blow the other way.

My north changes its direction,

and Im lost

Im lost, not looking for any particular direction.

But this time, I panicked

I wanted to be in control 

But instead, 

All I want to do now is to hide under my blanket,

and wait for it to be over

But I'm too old to wait,

Too old to be lost.

a decade over 16.

5+5 = 7+3

Kita ikut cara kita

Kadang-kadang kita lupa,
Semua orang ada haluan,
Lain cara untuk bahagia,
Itu semua kerja tuhan

Tapi bila ada yang lepas tangan,
Tunggu rezeki jelma depan depan,
Itu dah bukan salah tuhan,
Kalau keringat sikit kau tak teran.

Aku mcam biasa, macam semua,
Hidup selagi ada masa,
Aku harap kau tak lupa,
Tak semua bahagia sama.

Ingat mama pesan,
Jangan kejar cara orang,
Bahagia kita tuhan dah rancang.

Sebab 5 + 5 = 7 + 3
Seribu satu cara,
Buat apa kau suka,
Kumpul ilmu,
Kumpul kawan,
Kumpul harta,
Buat apa utk asal tidur lena.

Asalkan ikut jalan tuhan.

Why are you so happy?

Im a happy person,

There's a child in me that never dies

Take a break.

I was actually doing my design presentation board,
but today is quite a special day for me,
so I thought, lets take a break.

You see, Im at my early twenties.
It is the age where my parents met each other,
Where I start getting wedding invitations from my friends.
It is the age where love life starts to bloom.

I cant help but notice,
people I thought would never date, do,
and people I thought would never change, did.

But hey, its not always a bad thing,
I acknowledge that love is a huge part of living,
And, when you thing you found a person that is truly yours,
Someone who is made for you,
You might want to hold on to them for good.

But, what if, one day, you realise you're wrong,
your person is not actually yours.
love becomes a burden

Cause, here i am, wondering,
How can the person that is a copy of me,
Suddenly become so different.
Some one who is literally so close,
Someone who i do everything together w,
Is actually a stranger

It scares me so much, because if this is the idea of love,
Two strangers acting like a team for the eye of world,
Then I will skip that part.

I dont want to be in love just because its the right thing to do,
because at the moment it feels so wrong.

Had a dream last night

I had this stupid dream night,

That everyone is happy for me,

Because I have found my happiness,

In them