You know who you are

Maybe my friends are right about I'm in denial,
but I quite right about,
I'll get through this.
I know we all are hoping I'm right.

There are times when I hold my phone tight,
knowing what number to press,
knowing how fast I can press it so I could hear your.
But I know how to hold the feelings back.
I know how to control my heart,
though it wants to take over my brain lately.

As funny as it may sounds,
I have a tiny hope that you'll msg me and say,
your phone have been stolen,
and the one who hurt me was not you,
But I came back to my senses, it was you,
You choose to hurt me.

I'm moving on,
I have great friends, Alhamdulillah.
If you can't appreciate me,
I know some who does,
I'll be okay

Some people have their own way of living,
and my way is,
I dont give my trust twice.

I don't hate you,
because I want to move on.
You don't get a place in my life anymore,
you can't even play the enemy part.
As for me you are memories.

You may win,
But I didn't lost anything,
not even tears.
You were playing,
when I was very true.
And I wont bother to hurt you back,
Because unlike you,
I have better things to do


I've been through this,
I'll get through this again, InsayAllah.