Lei hou pin touah?

No offense, I have no idea what it means

I feel like I want to write again.
Transfer my feelings into words.
But the connection is not there,
Something is blocking it to come out.

Push the wall,
break it,
break it,
break it.

No, nothing will happen if you push it too hard.
You just have to ask yourself politely,
And wait for it to open up.
Just like you do to everyone else.

But I can feel myself all mixed up.
I need to remind myself
whats wrong and whats right again,
Who's the enemy and who's the friend,
What I want and what I need.
I want to able to tell different again.

But something is blocking