Tell me about it

"No matter how close you are with someone,

you will never know everything about them''

Ahh, you know when you're sleeping,

suddenly you're wake,

with birds around your head,

you try to figure out,

where you're are,

what's the time,

why you're sleeping,

why you're awake,

Where is everyone else.

And then you're mind wonders around,

you start to feel sad about things

that have never bothered you before,

As for me,

I've never bothered about things I dont have.

I dont mind handling the temptation of delivious food,

bcs of my empty pocket.

I know there will food for me once I reach home.

That is already a blessing.

I dont mind not having someone to fetch me from school, tuition, or anywhere

I can use the LRT,

I can walk myself home,

that is also already a blessing,

Im not scared of getting lost alone in the middle of the city,

just bcs I accidently slept in the train or bus

I'll find the way back myself

Like I've always did.

Bcs Im able too,

So Alhamdulillah.

So, though Im a little sad,

For something that I want really bad,

Something that I wont tell bcs nobody will understand why.

Except for my sister maybe, Nazreen.

Bcs things are not the same.

You see, there's difference between families and housemates

but I cant tell.

So despite that, I know this is just another night thoughts of mine,

and it is not important,

It will go away tomorrow,

But hnstly, Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah.