At least Nadia does,
ye la dia satu kelas kan.
Maybe if you spend the whole day with me,
like she always does,
Maybe you'll see that Im in pain.
Not a big deal,
We all are.
I don't know what's the reason I just can't tell you why.
I hate to look at the mirror these days,
I hate to look into my eyes.
There are times I called Fatihin,
I wanted to tell these things inside my head,
Let it out,
But Im scared that if I cant let it back in.
Its weird,
This is my first time handling a problem on my own.
But no matter what,
I know I have my friends behind me.
It helps a lot.
I tried to be more like Ayiesha,
Strong and does not entertain her emotion in front of a coward.
I'll try.
But I've always like to be around Elydia,
It's a perfect get away for me,
She has never know my stories,
So when I lied to her about the reason I been sad,
She'll believe me.
Like I said, Im going to be a burden for a while loves :)
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