You let me down boy.

I've never really blog these days.

It's bcs I really dont want to get down there,

the deepest part of me.

Because I know that Im hurting.

So as long as I dont get to that part,

I'll forget about the pain.

but life have it's own way of reminding me.

Well, honestly, I've loved this one boy,

as much as I could,

more than I should,

Though it has been more than a year,

he still got me wondering,

Do I still love him?

But God is so great,

He made us humans with this ability of surviving,

So after you tore me apart,

cut me open,

broke me to pieces,

I survive.

I dont know how I did,

but I did.

Im still fragile but at least in one piece.

Im living.

Im smiling, laughing,

and eat as much as I could.

I believe that someday,

I'll get immune to this pain.

And it wont hurt anymore.

Because people loves to bring you down