If I have a boyfriend

I hope he dont care much about how good he looks because if he does,

then he must really care about how I look as well.

I think I have a tendency to grow fatter, hehe.

So I want him to love me when Im old, ugly and fat bcs I really want to do the same for him.

I hope he is not filthy rich, super hot, an actor, or a football player

because I wish to have an everyday person as my boyfriend.

A normal, random person that makes me feel

safe to fall in love with,

comfortable to date with,

and allows me to be myself in room of crowd.

I hope he wont be telling the world about our relationship,

because I really like it if we could have our own thing,

making our own secret jokes at the side of the table,

It is not that I dont want the world to know that Im not single,

just, I dislike people judging us as a couple.

I hope if there is a guy, if, that wants to marry me,

I hope he will ask my parents before he make a proposal,

I just find it to be very sweet,

to be very to consider my parents approval,

and understand how important they are to me.

But I realize that searching for a simple guy is the complicated thing in the world.