Last Report Card Day

Just had my last report card day, yesterday.

Mama can't come, she had to bring along's to UiTM Shah Alam for her registration.

Mula-mula mama mcm 'Apa jadi pun mama nak datang jugak'.

So I waited but, last last abah yang sampai.

Anyways, the itself is quite fun.

It started with a sandwich,

Ahh, you know how much I love good sandwich,

actually I dont really care if it's a sandwich or anything else,

As long as it's food,

it can make my day :)

Story story with ayiesha and nadia,

They told my a ghost story about third floor toilet in our school,

Oh, I swear no matter how my bladder burst I wont go there anymore.

Darn scaryy.

Then when everyone closed to me went back,

I sat with Sabaruddin,

Nadia's no.1 boy.

You see I like to talk with Sabaaa,

He is one wise guy.

He was asking for an opinion,

Which I felt bad, because I cant give one.

Then my father came and took me home,

Funny that when my father arrived and stand in front of my class,

I realised how old he looked nowadays,

No worries abah, you're still my handsome father ;)

Bestfriend

Bestfriend,

I use to have the way to describe this word,

But not anymore,

Bestfriend is a word like no other,

So I cant find the word like it to explain.

Sometimes they are the perfect get away,

Sometimes they are the person you run from,

You miss them after some times,

You disagree with their way and action,

But you couldn't help to stand by their side,

Whether their right or wrong,

Even if it means the whole world is your enemy.

But one word that should not be in describing bestfriend is,

envy.

Im saying,

I miss my bestfriend :)

Expelliarmus

I reading Harry Potter again,

Hoooo, Im so confused,

Should I be in love with Fred weasley or Sirius Black?

You see,

Fred is sooooooooo funny,

never failed to make me laugh.

He has a great family,

and he knows how to make the bling bling (additional marks)

On the other hand (ceh)

Sirius is such a loyal person,

He stick to his friends,

and such a loving godfather,

He protects his loved ones no matter what's the consequences.

And the other problem is,

Both of them is dead.

-________-

Tapa tapa,

here comes the tong hua song.

Anyways, this explains why I haven't start my Add Math homework yet,

Macam mana ni?

Macam mana ni?

Nak nangis,

nak nangis

nak nangis jugak.

Sedih la,

campur dengan penat lagi,

wah, nak lari.

Hmm, sorry

Losing the ground?

In the last few week I was not myself,

I dont know whether it's due to dengue,

Harmon imbalance,

Or 'it'.

But I think I've get over it,

Slowly, Im back to the old me,

But of course, Im not exactly the same.

Note to self :

Everything in life is like cloud in the skies, It's pretty, but It will change and never be the same,

So enjoy it while you can, and then let it go.

Im not losing the ground,

Im getting into the ground.

Ye, ye.

Dah blh dgr dah,

Fatihin dgn Ayiesha cakap

'E BAPAK EMO'

dah habsi dah, ye ye.

Save the tears

Let's just understand that we are both humans,

Im sorry that Im not perfect,

and I love you as you are.

But I'll try my best to be the best daughter that I could be,

Because it is quite obvious that we are both very tired.

And I dont think I have more place in myself for anger to fill in.

It has been 5 years.

I dont know if you could smell it,

But I feel so smelly,

It's like something has rot inside

So let's just save the tears

Pieces

I know they realize that I'm changing,

At least Nadia does,

ye la dia satu kelas kan.

Maybe if you spend the whole day with me,

like she always does,

Maybe you'll see that Im in pain.

Not a big deal,

We all are.

I don't know what's the reason I just can't tell you why.

I hate to look at the mirror these days,

I hate to look into my eyes.

There are times I called Fatihin,

I wanted to tell these things inside my head,

Let it out,

But Im scared that if I cant let it back in.

Its weird,

This is my first time handling a problem on my own.

But no matter what,

I know I have my friends behind me.

It helps a lot.

I tried to be more like Ayiesha,

Strong and does not entertain her emotion in front of a coward.

I'll try.

But I've always like to be around Elydia,

It's a perfect get away for me,

She has never know my stories,

So when I lied to her about the reason I been sad,

She'll believe me.

Like I said, Im going to be a burden for a while loves :)