How did we get here?

I swear if we do what we did yesterday when we were 13,
We would be cursing at ourselves,
Shouting here and there,
'Ewwww', is the perfect word.

But aren't we the happiest friends yesterday?
I mean, now they're us,
And we're them.

So lesson learnt,
Do not judge people without knowing them.

Loves xx

Jangan

Just, jangan.
Okay?
:)

Jangan bagi aku false hope,
Jangan tipu,
Jangan main-main,
Jangan tipu.

Please,
Im not in one piece yet.
Thank you :)

Walking to the past

Hari ni habis kerja pukul 6,
But mama was working extra hours,
so I decided to wait for her.

Have you ever let you legs lead the way?
after sending my friends to the bus station,
I had no direction at all,
but I know I wanted to walk,
So I walked, walked, walked.

For all I know,
I was right in front of KLCC park mosque,
I was amazed by it's beauty, cantik nak matii,
lagi bila maghrib, awan warna romantik.
Rasa mcm heaven on earth.
Pastu tgk jam menara maxis,
7.26, hmm, excited gila nak try sembahyg kat masjid, heaven on earth ni.

Lama gila dah tak sembahyang jemaah,
teringat bula puasa, terawih.
Haih, normal lah org skrg,
nak tunggu ramadan baru nak pergi surau.
haish, rasa bersalahhh.

Nywys, I actually wanted to blog about teenagers,
atau lebih mudah 'budak-budak baru nak up'

It's Wednesday,
and it's school holiday,
It has been a very old-kl-tradition for teenagers to 'turun kl' on days like today.
So, during my lunch time or after my working hours,
bersepah gangs, group, clicks, whatever you call yourself around kl,
and the fact that my office is beside pavilion is not helping//

I can't really remember what I was thinking when I was at their age,
So I can't really understand why are they behaving that way.

After maghrib, I spend my time wondering around KLCC park,
Bila matahari turun,
dalam taman indah,
banyak lah kumbang cari bunga.
hahaha, okay, not fani,

I mean,
do you really have to show all of that, or those?
do you really, really, really, need to do that in public?
do you think you're whole life people will be saying,
'weh cool gila doh kau smoke!'
'Gila aa weh, nmpk mcm kau tak pakai seluar doh, hot gilaa!'
' 'pant*t, p*kimak, m*ther f, sh*t' cool en aku mencarut in public?'
hahaha

My point is, kids,
Right now you're at the age where you're adapting with the culture around you,
trying to be known (popular aa senang citaa)
trying to be different,
trying to search for who you really are.

I can understand the fact that at your age you can be super lame, hahaha,
but please dont be stupid :)

Please learn the thin line between being hot and cheap,
Trust me, you have a long way to go,
Plus, you can't, like, use up all of your weapon in just one battle?
;P

square 3

This time, I'm writing about me and myself.

I got my driving licence already,
Alhamdulillah.

I'm still by myself,
Single, in another word.

I won't lie,
There are times when I feel alone, lonely.
Envy my happy friends.
Don't get me wrong,
I'm happy for them, as happy as a friend can be,

I end up mixing up mu feelins,
I force myself to believe that I'm in love with some guy I just get know.
But along the way I realise,

I prefer to be by myself.
Im just so scared to fall in love again,
So for now, I'm not ready to be in a relationship
For now, please try again next week,
hahaha

Square 2

Now, I would like to write about my work,

I got a job at IDC last january,

It is a good, nice job.

I love it because of the people,

they are all very friendly people,

We have about 7 malaysian,

10 philipines,

and 5 indonesian.

I really love them all,

My work itself is very stressful,

it can be very boring at times,

but I just can stop because I love going to KL everday,

I love to variety choices of place that I can choose to go for lunch,

I love the working culture.

And most important reason,

working has made my relationship with my mother grew closer.

Some picture of mah working place yo

Square 1

Im gonna start with Cumi,

My cumi, Romieza Osman died on 29th january 2011,

11.25 a.m. at subang medical center.

Al-fatihah

I just love the way she can smile all the way till the end,

I can't never forget our final goodbye,

I am very lucky and grateful that we had that goodbye,

I had to chance to asked for her forgiveness and tell her that I love her,

and I will never forget the way she said,

'Dikra, kalau lepas ni, kita tak jumpa lagi dah, tapaa, nanti kita jumpa balik :)'

Everything went very smooth,

We send her back to kelantan,

to place her there, just as she wanted.

Im so happy that I get to know her,

With no doubt,

she makes me a better person.

Im so proud be to her niece.

Im back

I did some thinking late, should I delete this blog, since I dnt really have time for blogging anymore,

But, hmm, I decide to just keep it,

with or without readers :)