You have the best of me

It's okay if you want to shout at me every night,
Or blame me for every mistakes,
Or laugh with my sisters and ignore me.
Treat me like a maid,
Or any other thing that you feel like doing.
I wont hate you I promise,
I will always love you with all my heart I promise.

But I cant promise that I wont cry,
I have my break point too.

Im just gonna smile and laugh like every other people,
because this pain has effect me for more than 5 years,
so somehow, Im immune to it already,

And from the books and movies,
I know you love me too.
I believe in that,
though you've didn't really show,
I want to believe in that,
That's my way of surviving