Weh bila kau nk cari boyfriend?

I don't know whether it's me, or them,
All that I'm sure of,
It's not the right time.

Of course, there are times when I have thoughts like,
"Ohh, I wish I could message someone right now, I'm bored"
"Haih, kalau ada boyfriend kan best"
"Homai, comelnya couple tu, hihi, jelesnyaaaaaaaaaa"

But I'm adapting with this new life.
I don't want to start it with something I'm not sure of.
I couldn't start take that risk.
So I need a strong start by myself.

Furthermore,
I know if I have a boyfriend right now,
He will be my everything,
Since I'm so lonely right now,
It scared me that I might depend on someone so much,

So, not now.
I am both not ready and refuse.

Tp, mmg tada org nk pun, lololol.