I have great friends, Alhamdulillah

Honestly I'm tired,
I feel like I need a 3 days sleep for me to recover.
like seriously.

I woke up at 6 this morning,
I can't sleep I dont know why,
I went to watch late night movie, 2012, last night,
that may be the reason.
So I made breakfast for my mother,
hmm tahu tahu,
anak misali.

Well nobody wants to know about that,
I know.

Well the wow-er part haven't arrive, my dear stalkers,
haha, I went out of house at 9.35 am,
and I'm have to be at school on 10.
-______-
my bad,
So I ran half the way and gave up the other half,
penat oo.

I reached school at 10.23, hee.
I didn't take my breakfast,
and nadia gave me hers,
aww, I know.
I eat half and gave it to zati,
She didnt have her breakfast as well
louder aww, I know.

As we reach sunway lagoon,
we decided to eat first,
the food I tell you,
wow, bapak mahal.
I'm okay with paying for something tasty,
but 7 ringgit for a lousy burger,
and 5 ringgit for fries that I can get 1 ringgit for
hmm, toooooo much//

Anyhow, after we eat,
we went straight to paintball,
hmm, ok la.
fighting with walls
-________-''

Then we went to flying fox,
we have to use the stairs to reach there,
It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo high
and tiring, lagi tinggi dari 4 tingkat

But it was all worth it,
I went first,
And the worker purposely push me while I was talking
-________-
I wasn't ready at all,
and it was me first time.

I shouted so loud that when I reach down,
the other worker ask me
'Ada suara lagi tak dik?'
'Nak buat lagi boleh?'
'pegi naik tangga balik'
-__________________________________-''
I dont like you,

Then we went for the other EXTREME things,
like bungee trampoline, kayak, ATX ride,
which I dont to elaborate on the part that
elydia terjunam jatuh.
and kena marah macam budak kecik
And were told to stand at the corner
no I dont want to elaborate,
HAHA.

Then we went to ice skate,
It was good,
Having good times with the people I barely know.
It was fun.

So many people I know had fall so many times,
I dont want to write the name,
because zati, tanesh, imran and the others will get mad.
No, I wont tell you that they fell.

Dalam bas,
It was something else,
Everybody was so tired,
No one bothered to fight or make fun of each other,
for once we lived peacefully together,
haha,

Nadia sang few songs,
and its obvious I love those songs too,
because I sang along.

We had to walk back,
in the dark,
I have to say,
Its was very the scary.
But we made it.

Haha, this is the perfect example of tired and fun.

That somebody is me

I've never feel so good.
Alhamdulillah

I'm moved

I've move on,
still at the edge,
so dont pull me back down,
my wings are wide open,
ready to fly.

Let me go,
becau se I wont look back

You know who you are

Maybe my friends are right about I'm in denial,
but I quite right about,
I'll get through this.
I know we all are hoping I'm right.

There are times when I hold my phone tight,
knowing what number to press,
knowing how fast I can press it so I could hear your.
But I know how to hold the feelings back.
I know how to control my heart,
though it wants to take over my brain lately.

As funny as it may sounds,
I have a tiny hope that you'll msg me and say,
your phone have been stolen,
and the one who hurt me was not you,
But I came back to my senses, it was you,
You choose to hurt me.

I'm moving on,
I have great friends, Alhamdulillah.
If you can't appreciate me,
I know some who does,
I'll be okay

Some people have their own way of living,
and my way is,
I dont give my trust twice.

I don't hate you,
because I want to move on.
You don't get a place in my life anymore,
you can't even play the enemy part.
As for me you are memories.

You may win,
But I didn't lost anything,
not even tears.
You were playing,
when I was very true.
And I wont bother to hurt you back,
Because unlike you,
I have better things to do


I've been through this,
I'll get through this again, InsayAllah.

You have me

Nadia,

Things are getting hard in you life right now,
I dont know how can I help to make you feel better,
But the hardest part in my life so far is when
my mthr got mad at me everytime she gets home from work
for everyday for 2/3 years.
I can only laugh at school those times

What I'm trying to say is,
you'll get through this,
I did.
because we have great friends,
We'll get through this together,
You have us,
Like I have you guys.

I promise you,
when things gets better,
(It will)
You'll be the strongest person,
Stronger than you can imagine.
You may not realise it,
until someone try to hurt you,


You're strong Nadia,
You're stronger than any of us

I'm hurt

Rasa mcm nk nangis,
I need a shoulder.

You better be careful

Or you gonna lost your friends.
Watch your mouth,
Because enough is enough,