Sunday, January 9, 2011

I disagree


I think everyone has felt this at least once in their life,
When anger take over their mind, behavior and themselves,

I totally disagree with the saying
'Sometimes, anger helps you to live you life, move on'

From my eyes,
from my story,
anger will just make it harder to live.
It'll make hard to even breath, think especially love.

And to neutralize the anger,
you need to forgive.
I know it is not easy,
but Im not telling you to forget,
just forgive.
It is way easier than having a heart that is full with anger.

Then, you'll see the beauty of life,
the joy of living.
and you'll understand more about loving someone :)

Some may forget that anger is so also pain
So, I say no to anger :)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

My thing yaww

Since football session has finally over,

For Harimau Malaya I mean,
Arsenal, Chelsea, Liverpool, Man. Utd, tu lain lah ye kak,

Anyways, it's about badminton nowadays,
about our popular coach Misbun sent his resign letter,
and Lee Chong Wei is about to follow his step,
Hmm, I dont really get the story,
But I think it's a waste,
I mean both of them has contribute a lot to our country,
but they have the right to choose their path in life.

Anyways, eventhough I am a very busy women right now,
Penternak lemak yg berjaya,
I get myself a new thing,
I stalk.
hohoho, I feel like I've just tell the world that I am a dreadful killer.

Anyhow, I love to linger in blogs and tumblr,
I love bloggers,
Especially local Malaysian blogger,
that gives a lot of tutorial about how tho wear hijab or selendang,
because like them,
I love to change the wear I wear hijab,
Based on my mood

So I recently found these blogs,
Maria - She is very funny, and I love her styles, just she is able to turn a simple outfit to a coolio one
Fatin Liyana - She is one of the top ten most popular blogger in Malaysia, and she's pretty
Proudduck - If you're not wearing hijab, I think you should really try this.
Tolongjangan - Just one of my fav. tumblr right after nadia's

So go read their blogs, Dont waste your time on mine -________-

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Birthday Bash!!!

It's my babygirl's birthday!


She loves purple, butterflies, and 22.
She loves cooking and, er, kak nani.

But everyone loves her!
Im so sorry, Im not in my lovy-dovy mood,
but you know how important you are already dont you?
You may not realize this but,
You're like the first person everybody turns too,
And the first shoulder I cried on was yours,
Im going live another 70 years of my life remembering that.

Im blessed to have you as my friend,
I've not been a very good friend to you,
Im sorry but,
I wont trade you for anything else in this world

I want to be your friend even when we hit 60,
I still want to turn to you even if I have a husband,
I want to teach my children that they should find a friend like you.
xx Nur Fatihin binti Rashid :)

this reminds me of you,
just how you think all of you friends are annoying,
haha, xx

Back then.

Okay, you can skip this post because it's gonna be an emo one.

When, I was about 14,
I pity those people who paid for others the listen to their problems.
I remember thinking,
those who goes to those for er, therapy session,
with hmm, okay I dont know how to explain.

Have you seen freaky friday?
The mother, who get pay to hear peoples problem,
let's call her job as guheri,
Since I dont know what is the real name.

Okay, I remember thinking,
People who goes to guheri must have no friends,
must have a very pitiful life,
nobody to turn to,
nobody to trust.
Because they are telling and paying strangers to listen to their pain.

But now, Im really need a guheri,
I am more than happy to pay anyone with all the money I got,
To just listen to my problems,
Without judging me,
Without taking sides,
Without arguing with me,
and blame me for my mistakes.

I've never feel so lost before.
I am emotionally so tired
to find a way to restart myself,

And the old trick doesnt work anymore

Thursday, December 30, 2010

If I have a boyfriend

I hope he dont care much about how good he looks because if he does,
then he must really care about how I look as well.
I think I have a tendency to grow fatter, hehe.
So I want him to love me when Im old, ugly and fat bcs I really want to do the same for him.

I hope he is not filthy rich, super hot, an actor, or a football player
because I wish to have an everyday person as my boyfriend.
A normal, random person that makes me feel
safe to fall in love with,
comfortable to date with,
and allows me to be myself in room of crowd.

I hope he wont be telling the world about our relationship,
because I really like it if we could have our own thing,
making our own secret jokes at the side of the table,
It is not that I dont want the world to know that Im not single,
just, I dislike people judging us as a couple.

I hope if there is a guy, if, that wants to marry me,
I hope he will ask my parents before he make a proposal,
I just find it to be very sweet,
to be very to consider my parents approval,
and understand how important they are to me.

But I realize that searching for a simple guy is the complicated thing in the world.



Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Im A Proud Malaysian



Dengar Cite Malaysia Menang?

Apa lagi, kasi lah cuti,
penat kita lepak kedai mamak,
jerit-jerit terlolong.
cat muka sini sana,
Cari jersi murah kat uptown
;)

Hmm, me and my family was actually from Sunway Lagoon,
but we rush back home to watch the match,
Absolutely worth it, woo-hoo ;)

We won of course,
Having a coach like Rajagopal,
Captain like Safiq Rahim,
Goalkeeper like Khairul Fahmi,
Defenders like Muslim Ahmad, Fadhli Mohd.
Okay, okay I should stop bragging about how well I know (google)our team :)

Hihi, coming back to earth,
I think we Malaysian should say Alhamdulillah ( in any way that you prefer),
because clearly, we are blessed.

Our boys played well,
I personally think Khairul Fahmi or NorShahrul Idlan Talaha deserve the MVP (most valued player),
because somehow Khairul Fahmi was able to catch almost every single ball and a penalty!
He is with no doubt the best goalkeeper in the affsuzukicup.

Well, I personally dislike a goalkeeper from *#($*@)$*
(It is necessary to censored to avoid any hatred)
because for me he loves to complain!
I mean,
kau ingat kau tgh main wakil bola sepak Sekolah Perempuan Bahagia ( rekaan) ??
A smooth, easy way throughout the match?

While NorShahrul,
He is a special player like Rajagopal said.
I remember this line very well because I've heard it so many times in so many match,
'A unselfish played by Norshahrul'
He's like our own Lionel Messi, who opens the chance for goals.

Our tiger is roaring again,
It is awake now,
And it can use some support,
So take out those Man. Utd pillows in your car,
and put in our own HarimauMalaya pillows instead.

Ignore the ugly words from other country,
Arguing with them will just take us to their level.
We Malaysian are definitely peace-lover ;)
Like I said, fight love with hate.

And who cares if NorShahrul is married,
Khairul Fahmi has a girlfriend, Elia.
or Rajagopal is not single,
They need you to support them as a player,
not as a guy.

Aww, did I just broke your heart ; )


MAJULAH SUKAN UNTUK NEGARA YAWW!
roger-and-out



Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Facebook Status

Haha, this is very nice actually,
to see 'top' thoughts of mine.

My favourite is actually, no. 8