Self centered people

I travel  by public transport a lot,
So I've been watching quite a different type of people.
But right now, I am annoyed enough to write about selfish people.

I realize that public transport, lrt especially,
have a limited sit for their passangers
which makes people fight for to sit.

But I dont understand those youngsters, teenagers, young adults,
who are able to shop the whole day,
run a marathon,
Jump up and down in a concert,
but still thinks they deserve the sit more that those elderly,
that cant even stand straight.

I mean, just now, there's a pretty young lady,
who just finished shopping, I think, bcs she carried a lot of plastic bags.
And reverse a sit just to put those plastic bags,
While a poor pregnant lady had to stand through out the way.

WHAT'S IN YOUR MIND?!
Oh, wait,
Do you even have one?!

She really got on my nerve,
I wanted to urgh, im not gonna tell,
i can go to jail for that, haha.

Maybe you dont understand what it's like to carry a baby in your belly,
while your back feel like it's bursting,
Trying to walk but the stick cant do much of a help anymore,
Neither do I,
But try to have some imagination okay?

Anyways,
what Im trying to say is,
while you're at the age where you can still do stuff on your own,
Please, stand on your won feet,
Dont be such a brat.
It's annoying, the world will hate you.
Muahaha

But seriously, life works in balance, what you give is what you get.

Kerja kerja kerja

It's holiday, which means,

more work.

Read between the lines,

Im tired.

Words & Anger

The important trick is,

to never let your anger control the wheels.

Then, to sit, lay down or even sleep.

Speak your mind only after you have clam down. 

lastly, ask yourself,

where will it lead you to?

Is it worth it?

Hihihi, at least, this is my trick :D

Avoid this :D

Dreams!

"Dreams dont happen to you when you're asleep,

it happens when you're awake"

Dreams,

I love to write about dreams lately,

I happen to realize,

Dreams are the colours of life,

The more dreams you have,

the more fun your life seems to be :)

Architecture,

My very dream that im sure of

Now that Im in my second semester,

Things are getting better.

It becomes more organize, and life is not an hurricane anymore.
Im trying to cope better.

Alhamdulillah, my dreams are clearer now.

Im glad I didnt let go of it :)

But we're humans though,

we have a lot of dreams,

some call it planning, but it's the same thing, really.

Have dreams my readers,

be a dreamer!

But dont let your dreams be just dreams.

Follow them, 

they know the way.

What else can we do anyway? 

Hijab

I met an old friend,
a few days ago.
She asked me,
"what makes you want to were hijab?"


It makes me wonder,
what made me move?


Then, I remember a question from a non-muslim friend that ask me a few years a ago,
"Nadira, sorry aa, I just want to know, why so many muslim girls dont want to wear tudung? I mean, when you guys dont even want to listen to your god, your religion, how are we going to listen to you?''
If you're offended, im sorry, but this girl over here got a point.

Well it is almost 2 years now since I chose to cover up,
I must say and I wont lie,
That there are times when Im choosing my clothes,
I have these thoughts,
"La, it would be better if I wear it like these"
"I dont know how to match this colors"
"Ish, it wont be this hard if i dont wear hijab"


But these thoughts, are just, thoughts.
We're just humans, and there's satan.
If you could block them, ignore them, hold your iman,
InsyaAllah, you'll be able to walk out of your house,
in peace,
knowing you're one step closer to Allah swt.

And sayangs,
hijab wont change you.
You're still the same person.
With the same mind and dreams.
It is just a change in the way you dress up.

In fact, after awhile,
it doesnt really bring that much of a different.
Plus, you'll feel safe and secure.

What really matters is your attitude.
You way to bring yourself to the world.
Once you've covered up,
Everything else comes together, InsyaAllah
As long as you're doing it for Allah swt.

What Im trying to say is,
Hijab dont determines who you are,
but it helps determines whether you'll be able to go to heaven or not.
Give it a try,
It is not a burden,
I promise.

Back to Mozac.

Assalamualaikum readers!

Well, I had a little conflict yesterday,

my high school held their annual cross country yesterday,

or better known as merentas desa,

I wanted to go back,

reminisce some old memories, 

with some old people.

BUT,

my family had another plan.

They wanted to go visit my baby sister at mozac, melaka.

They were having same carnival,

where every class sent a representatives,

to sell food for parents that came, 

there were also some performance during the night.

I guess, it was a right choice to go there,

it is a new fresh air,

To see how kids form sekolah asrama spend their high school lives,

Im from a normal, daily school you see.

All in all, congrats mozacians,

you should be proud.

Meet Hana !!

Well, Salam & hello everyone!

I wouldlike to share this happy news with everyone,

I get a new cousin recently,

People say hello to *drum rolls* HANA!

She is just 1 month old, 

she turned 1 month yesterday.

But she is shorter than 1/2 of my leg!

Well this is still acceptable,

but she is also shorter than my father's arm :O

Which is why she is such a sweetheart. She's a darling, a magic.

Well, I personally call her lazy bum, cause she's constantly sleeping! 

But whenever she sleep in my arms,

fush, its magical. 

As if the world is a happy place, 

and nobody will harm anyone.

Okay, dramatic, I know.

But once she's awake, 

she likes to make funny faces,

Well according to the facts,

Baby her age cant see anything yet,

So I assume, she didnt realize that she's actually awake.

Hahaha :D

My little sleeping beauty :D

I wish I could bring  her home, 

cause Im missing her already,

Urgh, she is so,

soft, and fragile, 

and ridiculusly cute :I

Anyways, welcome to the family hana!

Just dont grow that fast okayyy? :D